The Clockwatcher: The Anxiety of Waiting to Feel Better
Jaisha Wallentine
The Clockwatcher
Dear Crumbheads,
Tick. Tap. Check. Wait. Breathe. Repeat. The Clockwatcher stares at everything that hasn’t happened yet. Time’s not passing—it’s looming.
Hold your breath for a moment. Then let it drop.
You don’t have to rush your way to peace.
Stillness doesn’t respond to clocks.
I once stared at a dough ball for so long I started aging emotionally.
What were you waiting for today? Did it show up?
Shared Crumb
Try letting one thing unfold without checking on it.